Got a bigbigbig heartbeat.

The more I think about it, the more pointless this fucking shit seems.

I guess this is goodbye, LiveJournal. :-*

My life is awesome for these reasons:

-I have a new, beautiful baby kitty.
-My car is nearly fixed.
-My classes aren't terrible.
-I got some awesome Hello Kitty shit at Target for $1 each.

AND

HORSE THE MOTHER FUCKING BAND STAYED AT MY HOUSE LAST NIGHT.

I am so utterly disgusted by the entire human race and all the harm it has caused every other being. If selfish, dishonest and cruel were living things, they would be people. There are no doubts that human smarts and wits and innovative minds will be the very things that cause our extinction. I'm not saying I'm perfect. In fact, I will admit that I am just as wretched as the person to whom I point my prodding finger. I fucking hate everything I have done. Everything I have consumed and used without a single thought of what may have happened before I became so selfish seems to be so large in quantity and size that I may very well never feel enough guilt to make up for such time lost. But the difference between you and I is this: I will make efforts to stop being a dominating piece of shit, putting littler things in their places for my own enjoyment. I, you, we are far less innocent than each and every other living or deceased creature on the face of this Godforsaken planet. Next time you throw a piece of garbage out of your fucking window, next time you set your little animal free out onto the streets to die, next time you sit on your huge disgusting leather couch, I hope you feel well and mighty enough to give up your fucking ghost.

Fuck you and goodnight.